Monday, December 28, 2009

In The Name Of Love

So I always find myself randomly touched by more spirits of departed ones for my clients, church members during the holidays. It appears that all families have issues. Each family has a "somebody done someone wrong song" that plays over and over in their lives. Grudges are held, anger flows, stubbornness leaves bitterness for the rest of the family/soul group who must deal with the one who willingly stands up and sing to the top of their lungs at the pain, suffering they experienced. They may use this pattern to justify bad behavior, addictions, failed relationships with their self/others. Over time, details get blurry, facts distorted. If nothing changes, energy gets stuck on a loop. History has a way of repeating itself.....
Funny thing is, usually the "someone" who they are referring too, has no idea how deeply they hurt the "somebody" and many more who have "crossed over" are actually mortified to witness what their carelessness has done to stop a soul from moving forward in life. I hear them say "please tell them I am so sorry, it wasn't their fault or about them at all, I love them so much, I didn't know, they misunderstood, they deeply regret causing them so much pain. And most often these words are often followed by: I am so proud of him or her. Please don't stop growing, living your life to its fullest because of "it"....the idea of this happening upsets them a lot.
To change this cycle for all: Spirits here and in the hereafter need us to release them, to forgive them, to forgive ourselves.....so they can move on. A higher plain, love vibration will be felt by all concerned when this is done willingly. Love, Light, Grace and Peace will instantly replace the old lower vibrations of, Shame, Blame, Guilt, Suffering. All souls are now FREE to evolve back into both worlds whole, perfect and being MORE.
Surely, there are some "wounds" that are much deeper. Abuse, physical, sexual, mental & emotional are the worst kinds. But I am living proof that all of these can be overcome. We just must work harder daily to "release and let go" of what no longer serves us. We can use what "hasn't killed us-to make us stronger"by helping others. Serving the world as a Light Worker.
Yes, it is time for us all to move forward. As the New Year approaches....dig in deep, pull up and throw out some of the old baggage. Begin Again.....Anew.....Refreshed and Refilled LOVE. Be willing to do your part! Break the loop.....change for the better. To do so, will allow you to soar to new heights everywhere!
Many Blessings! ~Robin Wind & Company

Saturday, December 19, 2009

A Lesson in Powerless?

So you look confused! Yes, I can see you sitting there reading. Thinking Robin Wind is all about empowering people... isn't she? And I am! But let me tell you about a lesson I got yesterday that I would never like to repeat again anytime soon. It was BC (before coffee) I was checking emails while waiting for it to brew. I click on 1 and suddenly sirens go off. A voice telling me danger, danger high alert. Which instantly reminds me of growing up by the power plant and the sirens warning/ER testing they do monthly. I just about hit the deck.
I was shocked to see my computer literally melting before my very eyes. I couldn't shut it off quick enough. A Trojan with...gasp....worms had hit my system and destroyed about 4 to 6 months of work in a matter of seconds. I screamed, swore, cried, hyperventilated (which I am sure caused my pounding headache all night and this AM) and finally collapsed into the fetal position. Stop laughing at me! Control issues combined with sheer panic are NOT funny.
OK, maybe they are to my pets who were watching their Mom pitch a full blown melt down side by side her beloved lap top. A hour later the "guy"a mere mortal today and not the "god" I once thought he was (tho still a hero in the tech world=he can do anything to computers!) couldn't save "her" Told me he had never seen anything like this. He worked on it from 9AM-6PM last night. Over 380+ files were infected...bottom line: total loss. NOTHING could be saved. Still more pouting, crying and stamping my foot from hourly reports coming from his ER room. Tell him AKA "The God" this this was not acceptable. To go "back in" there. I was certain that something had to still be alive! Bless his heart...think I heard a tear in voices on the phone because they had ever heard me so upset before.
Then something happened....I surrendered. I went limp and silent. Realised this battle was all over. Time to let go.....and to move on. I think that loosing all of the control all at once was what was the hardest. So much info lost. Can't be found anywhere else. Private Addresses(yes, including inquires made to me from Allison DeBois, Discovery Channel, HBO, HARPO/Oprah), old emails, classes, contacts and contracts, photo's, chapters of my book, all things that eventually, over time will return. Those that don't....I don't need anymore. New ones will quickly replace them.
I will continue to write, be inspired to create more....co-create for a better quality of "work".
My assistant said a few times this AM: Not to worry. It is all for the better.....new material, new equipment and programs are coming. Everything happens for a reason. I am reminded after meditation this morning that there is ALWAYS a much Higher Power who is really in charge. Divine order....Universal Laws in place.
Until I recover fully, I am humbly back down to the bare bones. What I learned? Keep working on those control issues Robin (lol), about Super Sonic Ft Knox Anti Virus Programs, Back up hard drives, always have a hard copy. Working on a new filing system for better organization over all. Never put EVERYTHING into one person, place or thing, oh yeah, and maybe it is time for a basic computer class!
Today I am building again, always and anyway! And yes, dear ones I am also smiling too.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Forgiveness & Gratitude

So how many of us have been what we might "consider" damaged by another? Even those of us who have suffered from child abuse or sexual assault, I offer for your consideration another possible way to look at this. No trial, challenge or hurt comes without powerful soul lessons, an opportunity for personal growth and in the process finding a greater strength and courage within our selves. Too often we tend to focus on the not so pleasant parts of these events. We drive ourselves crazy with the "should of, could of, would of', might of been's...." because are not able to really understand the "whys". We can allow this hamster wheel spin around and around getting anywhere without more pain and suffering, depleted energy that leaves you feeling frustrated and stuck!
However, it isn't until we can really let go of the past and pain can we see beyond catch a glimpse of the bigger plan. Looking forward from the place where we are standing now, we might be able to see how much we have changed, far better because of these lessons. A deeper sense of clarity might be able available to us from this new perspective. Open your eyes to see, heart to feel and your mouth to speak from your Spirit. From here: forgive yourself, forgive the others whom you have been holding prisoner for so long. Release them and let go. Thank them for the lessons, many gifts they brought into your life experience. All people have played parts in your personal life "script." Some play the victims, others the survivors, some the leads, supporting rolls, still others the understudies.
Once you Master Forgiveness you are free....really free.....to move on. Create the new scenes,with endless possible endings. Recreating your journey with intention and not by default. Happy, healthy and wiser in the energy! Be ONE with Spirit and love them anyway!