Channeling

So I have been channeling a loving Crystalline Collective regularly since late last fall. This intense Blue Light is highly intelligent. They are loving, healing and beyond intuitive. They like to talk about the Universal Consciousness Shifts & Upcoming World Events. About evolution of our species, our higher spiritual purpose during in these challenging times. In the early 90's I was so freaked out by their shared visions of the 2012-2020 Earth Changes that I wouldn't let them come through me anymore. These Crystalline Collective Beings gave me markers or predictions said to assist me somehow preparing others for these future changes. At the time I thought they were far too science fiction to be true. But more and more lately I think that these beings were more on target than I originally thought. So out comes those old early 90's notebooks, dusting them off , rereading the materials and kinda of spooking myself out over here. Let's just say: Spirits, predictions and premonitions oh my. Right down to China being who we would be involved in the greatest world conflict/war. This would happen while our attentions were be distracted for years in Middle Eastern "Dessert Wars"? China w/ help from Korea would test nuke weapons deep within Mother Earth causing her fractures in center core plate shifts/polar effects and so on. Yes, I assure you I am a "Disney or Romantic Comedy" movie buff' myself, not into sci-fi, never watch horror flicks. So it was all Dutch to me.
But today I am certain this information has a greater purpose. Should not be silenced any longer. It is all part of higher plan that will be revealed as necessary. Without causing mass hysteria, we should not be waiting for 2012 to wake up and become aware. Some are finally realizing these energy shifts are already in motion. They really took off in full force for me with a notebook page dated the night of Sept 10, 2001: Planes flying into skyscraper's, falling from skies, ash rain, blood rubble and glass streets, massive loss of life, repeated again several times. They add: Greetings Dear One's...Tears are falling form the heavens as we are busy preparing for your loved ones. We know there will be so many coming....all very sudden we know your pain. We send LOVE to all.
Why I silenced my guidance from Sept 2001 until late 2008. I would rarely allow the Crystalline Collective to come in. It felt too scary. Did not like the loss of control that I felt being told things, see things I could not do nothing about. My ego worried too much what others would think about their messages. As I write today they are back. Loud and clear. I hear them talking clearer than ever before. And this time: I am ready. Not afraid to listen and share their messages with the world. I think that we are ready for all the help we can get. Together We Are One....

Many Blessings

So I have been counting my blessings lately and boy are there are a lot of them! I am so grateful for the wonderful people in my life. Happy to finally have a team around me that feels absolutely perfect to assist me on my higher mission. I have been making time-outs to stop and smell the Lilac's or other Spring flowers that catch my eye. To walk the beach or parks taking the time to really explore myself and my deeper connections to all that is. Spring is such a reflective time for me personally. I always look back to see what was accomplished within the last year. Listen to see if it is now time or possible to move forward. One thing I have learned is Divine Order is never my own. There are other forces greater than I, that must be in line. This also means that I don't let my ego/human part of me try to force it, or manipulate it or others in anyway, I must just open and BE willing. I know when the "energy and time is right" to precede, I will be ready to do my part. All will be accomplished with ease. I know many people who are practicing the "Secret" The Law of Attraction. They are still not able to "trust" enough or just let go and allow.
They get too focused on "creation" visualizing their new realities (secretly in their minds they have a ego based time line ticking). They are often missing the most important element: TRUST.
Trust is inner KNOWING that when all is aligned in this mighty Universe and it honestly reflects deep within themselves: does this Natural Law really work. Once this is accomplished anything and everything is possible! Think less and trust more. Having FAITH in something they can't see or touch is so easy for some. Not so easy for others. Keeping an attitude of gratitude will certainly help the process of creation manifest easier. For it is only in our ability to "TRUST" and having absolute faith can we master this natural law.

Lesson In Patience

So the other day I watched a young woman with her elderly grandmother trying to get into a elevator at a medical building. People were all around in the lobby, watching, getting in and out of the elevator. But no one helped at all and were too much in a hurry. There was no sensor on the door and each time she tried to push the wheelchair in it closed on them. 3 times I saw this happen. They would just giggle. She would kiss the top of her head and say, "that's OK Grandma, maybe we'll catch the next one." Well I finally got out of the long line I was not so patiently waiting in and went out to hold open it for them. They looked very happy to see me and said "we were waiting for you." To which I replied, I am so sorry it took me so long." We all laughed and I noticed that we were truly in the moment, not at all inpatient or in a hurry. Just happy to be alive and a part of each other. But on the way home I just couldn't believe that no one else "saw" them struggle or offered to help. Wondering how many times people over look one another. So caught up in ourselves, worries and stress that we miss these valuable lessons. We are all in this together. It is important to be awake and aware of what is happening around us, to stop being separate. We are each connected to the grand scheme of things. I was far better for my light filled moments with them. I felt God present in this brief exchange. Wouldn't life be better...easier if we all took the time to really SEE each other. Warning side effects of help others may include: less isolation, fewer random acts of violence, peace and overall happiness!

Ask And Ye Shall Recieve

So I am very grateful that it has been a very busy week. My friend told me last night that when Rosemary Altea (my 1st Psychic mentor) first began doing this work professionally she told God and her Spirit Guides that she would need to see no less than 3 clients a week. Once she could see this happen she would quit her job and work for them FT! My Mum sent me a lovely book around my birthday called "Hiring The Heavens." In it they talk about asking for what you need. Telling the universe what you want them to assist you with. Co-creating mmmm, I sense a theme message in there somewhere. I was 'receiving" right up until the beginning on March and then suddenly it got very quiet. At first I wasn't worried. I was grateful that I didn't hit the yearly normal quiet months of Dec-Feb. I was in a state of "waiting" not asking. I think no I assumed "they knew" what I needed. But after 3 weeks into the month I began to get nervous myself when my bills could not be met. I was feeling my spouse's worry, doubt and yes panic about the quite days. I began to ask: is this really what I am suppose to do? Should I look for another FT gig. Give up this venue of God's healing /message work once and for all? Still the heavens remained silent. One thing I know for sure: where there is doubt, worry and fear....nothing grows, fills and experiences abundance. It chokes the positive life flow.
I don't know why I let their "fear" energy block out my inner knowing. But I did. Hey human happens! But I know today that was the very energy vibration that kept me at a level where "more" just wasn't possible. Sometimes we just need to remember: to think less and trust more.
Having faith is necessary for us to hold onto during the silence. Sometimes no answer: is the answer. In time we will see, understand the whys and hows. But until then...never keep asking!