Sunday, October 18, 2009

Oh Yeah, The Spirits Are Alive and Rapping!

So I have been stepping outside my comfort zone big time lately. I bet you didn't know that I was voted: "Most Likely To Say Nothing" in my high school yearbook. Yep, I was painfully shy growing up. No, you would never know it watching me work in the world. I do a splendid job never letting them see me sweat. Doing the YNN Cable 9 Interview last Thursday caused some anxiety for me. This has been something that I have done in the past, but only in tiny snippets. Not a 90 min interview on film. But I had so much fun doing it. What I enjoyed most; was the very present Spirit Friends in the room. The raps and taps that the reporter indeed noticed without me having to point it out. The natural ease and flow of energy, our exchange almost as though I was talking with a dear old friend. I realized that I LOVE Spiritualism. Truly, deeply, passionately, unconditionally. With all my heart.....the message "There is no death-There are no Dead" emanates from my soul. Channeling my Spirit teachers was a breeze. "They" know they have a devoted spokesperson, Trust me as a clear channel. No matter what I feel about doing this, it IS my higher mission. To move forward, everyday, in every way to share Spiritualism's message with the world. Outside my comfort zone yes.....but also so very ALIGNED and the next logical step in my work. I realize that I have been training for this my entire life. With the most intense "spiritual workouts"unimaginable. Over the years, they have lovingly molded me to fit their needs. I have no problem doing my part. Casting away my fears, setting my own insecurities aside. They know I dislike photo's, film images of myself. And quite frankly: they don't really care! They just laugh, joke and love me anyway. Tell me to get over myself. Remind me that it isn't about me at all.....it's about serving "them". I felt so much love after it was over. Emotion flowed both ways. I know that the Fox Sister's were very proud. I am incredibly humbled and blessed to be a part of this mission with them! All is well.