Monday, December 28, 2009

In The Name Of Love

So I always find myself randomly touched by more spirits of departed ones for my clients, church members during the holidays. It appears that all families have issues. Each family has a "somebody done someone wrong song" that plays over and over in their lives. Grudges are held, anger flows, stubbornness leaves bitterness for the rest of the family/soul group who must deal with the one who willingly stands up and sing to the top of their lungs at the pain, suffering they experienced. They may use this pattern to justify bad behavior, addictions, failed relationships with their self/others. Over time, details get blurry, facts distorted. If nothing changes, energy gets stuck on a loop. History has a way of repeating itself.....
Funny thing is, usually the "someone" who they are referring too, has no idea how deeply they hurt the "somebody" and many more who have "crossed over" are actually mortified to witness what their carelessness has done to stop a soul from moving forward in life. I hear them say "please tell them I am so sorry, it wasn't their fault or about them at all, I love them so much, I didn't know, they misunderstood, they deeply regret causing them so much pain. And most often these words are often followed by: I am so proud of him or her. Please don't stop growing, living your life to its fullest because of "it"....the idea of this happening upsets them a lot.
To change this cycle for all: Spirits here and in the hereafter need us to release them, to forgive them, to forgive ourselves.....so they can move on. A higher plain, love vibration will be felt by all concerned when this is done willingly. Love, Light, Grace and Peace will instantly replace the old lower vibrations of, Shame, Blame, Guilt, Suffering. All souls are now FREE to evolve back into both worlds whole, perfect and being MORE.
Surely, there are some "wounds" that are much deeper. Abuse, physical, sexual, mental & emotional are the worst kinds. But I am living proof that all of these can be overcome. We just must work harder daily to "release and let go" of what no longer serves us. We can use what "hasn't killed us-to make us stronger"by helping others. Serving the world as a Light Worker.
Yes, it is time for us all to move forward. As the New Year approaches....dig in deep, pull up and throw out some of the old baggage. Begin Again.....Anew.....Refreshed and Refilled LOVE. Be willing to do your part! Break the loop.....change for the better. To do so, will allow you to soar to new heights everywhere!
Many Blessings! ~Robin Wind & Company

Saturday, December 19, 2009

A Lesson in Powerless?

So you look confused! Yes, I can see you sitting there reading. Thinking Robin Wind is all about empowering people... isn't she? And I am! But let me tell you about a lesson I got yesterday that I would never like to repeat again anytime soon. It was BC (before coffee) I was checking emails while waiting for it to brew. I click on 1 and suddenly sirens go off. A voice telling me danger, danger high alert. Which instantly reminds me of growing up by the power plant and the sirens warning/ER testing they do monthly. I just about hit the deck.
I was shocked to see my computer literally melting before my very eyes. I couldn't shut it off quick enough. A Trojan with...gasp....worms had hit my system and destroyed about 4 to 6 months of work in a matter of seconds. I screamed, swore, cried, hyperventilated (which I am sure caused my pounding headache all night and this AM) and finally collapsed into the fetal position. Stop laughing at me! Control issues combined with sheer panic are NOT funny.
OK, maybe they are to my pets who were watching their Mom pitch a full blown melt down side by side her beloved lap top. A hour later the "guy"a mere mortal today and not the "god" I once thought he was (tho still a hero in the tech world=he can do anything to computers!) couldn't save "her" Told me he had never seen anything like this. He worked on it from 9AM-6PM last night. Over 380+ files were infected...bottom line: total loss. NOTHING could be saved. Still more pouting, crying and stamping my foot from hourly reports coming from his ER room. Tell him AKA "The God" this this was not acceptable. To go "back in" there. I was certain that something had to still be alive! Bless his heart...think I heard a tear in voices on the phone because they had ever heard me so upset before.
Then something happened....I surrendered. I went limp and silent. Realised this battle was all over. Time to let go.....and to move on. I think that loosing all of the control all at once was what was the hardest. So much info lost. Can't be found anywhere else. Private Addresses(yes, including inquires made to me from Allison DeBois, Discovery Channel, HBO, HARPO/Oprah), old emails, classes, contacts and contracts, photo's, chapters of my book, all things that eventually, over time will return. Those that don't....I don't need anymore. New ones will quickly replace them.
I will continue to write, be inspired to create more....co-create for a better quality of "work".
My assistant said a few times this AM: Not to worry. It is all for the better.....new material, new equipment and programs are coming. Everything happens for a reason. I am reminded after meditation this morning that there is ALWAYS a much Higher Power who is really in charge. Divine order....Universal Laws in place.
Until I recover fully, I am humbly back down to the bare bones. What I learned? Keep working on those control issues Robin (lol), about Super Sonic Ft Knox Anti Virus Programs, Back up hard drives, always have a hard copy. Working on a new filing system for better organization over all. Never put EVERYTHING into one person, place or thing, oh yeah, and maybe it is time for a basic computer class!
Today I am building again, always and anyway! And yes, dear ones I am also smiling too.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Forgiveness & Gratitude

So how many of us have been what we might "consider" damaged by another? Even those of us who have suffered from child abuse or sexual assault, I offer for your consideration another possible way to look at this. No trial, challenge or hurt comes without powerful soul lessons, an opportunity for personal growth and in the process finding a greater strength and courage within our selves. Too often we tend to focus on the not so pleasant parts of these events. We drive ourselves crazy with the "should of, could of, would of', might of been's...." because are not able to really understand the "whys". We can allow this hamster wheel spin around and around getting anywhere without more pain and suffering, depleted energy that leaves you feeling frustrated and stuck!
However, it isn't until we can really let go of the past and pain can we see beyond catch a glimpse of the bigger plan. Looking forward from the place where we are standing now, we might be able to see how much we have changed, far better because of these lessons. A deeper sense of clarity might be able available to us from this new perspective. Open your eyes to see, heart to feel and your mouth to speak from your Spirit. From here: forgive yourself, forgive the others whom you have been holding prisoner for so long. Release them and let go. Thank them for the lessons, many gifts they brought into your life experience. All people have played parts in your personal life "script." Some play the victims, others the survivors, some the leads, supporting rolls, still others the understudies.
Once you Master Forgiveness you are free....really free.....to move on. Create the new scenes,with endless possible endings. Recreating your journey with intention and not by default. Happy, healthy and wiser in the energy! Be ONE with Spirit and love them anyway!

Monday, November 30, 2009

Baby We Can Do It....

So there is a line that is echoing in my head..."Baby we can do it take your time, do it right, we can do it baby" Oh no, not in the way you are thinking! All the songs that Spirit plays for me in my mind are intended with a Spiritual twist. I find that personal spirit messages come quickly for me in the words of music that I am listening to. For many years, I have felt pressure, rushed to do this work. Some have called it my passion, others an obsession...but we call it my mission. From the moment I awoke from a near death experience I hit the ground running. The spirit voices I heard before it were whispers compared to how loudly I can hear them now. There was a urgency, that at times was almost painful to "catch up" with my work on this planet. People who knew me before I "died" said I was completely different. Even my eyes were not the same. They used to be blue all the time but now they are constantly changing hazel eyes. I remember hearing words like: "walk in" used around me. But I never understood what those words meant. Years working with the hyper speed energy began to cause wear and tear on my physical body. I was given plenty of warning signs along the way. My spirit was saying " danger -danger" body is not being cared for. But "I" was far too busy to listen. Finally 2 years ago, my back just broke, they finally got my undivided attention causing me slow down a lot. I was reminded that "I" wasn't told I had to do it all by myself. I wasn't working alone, there were others here to help me. Learn how to delegate.
I can honestly say that 2009 was the 1st year I felt like someone was really working on me from the the inside out, to fine tune my body, mind and spirit. Preparing it/me for something...MORE.
Funny thing is: I am not rushed anymore, over stressed or feeling like I am being pulled in a thousand directions. I am calm and at such inner PEACE, feeling mostly centered and balanced. For the 1st time I am READY for these future changes. I know there is a higher mission. I know that I am alive today to be a messenger. I am a channel for those whom I serve from the Spirit World. And yes, I am eager, excited and very happy to be of service to those beings who wish to use me to do amazing things! The lesson: Once I really began to LISTEN deeper into my body instead of all the distractions outside of me it all fell into place. There is NO FEAR. I am ready...

Friday, November 27, 2009

Ramblings and Service With A Smile

So after a wonderful holiday with my spouse, 3 kids along with 2 significant others, 3 friends and 3 pets I am in a very happy place tonight. When I cook and they all come home. It seems simple enough. Something this Mom has decided to do more often. (( : Christmas plans for everyone here have already been confirmed. But I also knew that someone could get called into work, or be asked to stay later. Thank goodness that didn't happen this Thanksgiving and I already have made my soul request for Dec 24 & 25.
I am very grateful for so much this year. There are so many blessings everywhere in my life: at home, with my work and at PSC. It seems God has answered yet another prayer I have shared with the Universe. To have our church handicap accessible ASAP. It was so quickly orchestrated that it may be done before the new year. It still amazes my how often my deepest inner most requests are answered. Proof if I do my part: absolutely anything is possible.
The last several years, my biggest daily request is for WORLD PEACE. This reality is still out there trying to manifest. I ask you to join my efforts by sharing in the visualization of people all races, colors, religions and languages holding hands around the entire planet. With a huge light above them, powerful vibration of LOVE floating between all hearts and hands. I believe it will happen someday. And until it does....simply let the PEACE begin with you! Do your part to make the world a better place for all. Just Be Filled With Light & Love.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Oh Yeah, The Spirits Are Alive and Rapping!

So I have been stepping outside my comfort zone big time lately. I bet you didn't know that I was voted: "Most Likely To Say Nothing" in my high school yearbook. Yep, I was painfully shy growing up. No, you would never know it watching me work in the world. I do a splendid job never letting them see me sweat. Doing the YNN Cable 9 Interview last Thursday caused some anxiety for me. This has been something that I have done in the past, but only in tiny snippets. Not a 90 min interview on film. But I had so much fun doing it. What I enjoyed most; was the very present Spirit Friends in the room. The raps and taps that the reporter indeed noticed without me having to point it out. The natural ease and flow of energy, our exchange almost as though I was talking with a dear old friend. I realized that I LOVE Spiritualism. Truly, deeply, passionately, unconditionally. With all my heart.....the message "There is no death-There are no Dead" emanates from my soul. Channeling my Spirit teachers was a breeze. "They" know they have a devoted spokesperson, Trust me as a clear channel. No matter what I feel about doing this, it IS my higher mission. To move forward, everyday, in every way to share Spiritualism's message with the world. Outside my comfort zone yes.....but also so very ALIGNED and the next logical step in my work. I realize that I have been training for this my entire life. With the most intense "spiritual workouts"unimaginable. Over the years, they have lovingly molded me to fit their needs. I have no problem doing my part. Casting away my fears, setting my own insecurities aside. They know I dislike photo's, film images of myself. And quite frankly: they don't really care! They just laugh, joke and love me anyway. Tell me to get over myself. Remind me that it isn't about me at all.....it's about serving "them". I felt so much love after it was over. Emotion flowed both ways. I know that the Fox Sister's were very proud. I am incredibly humbled and blessed to be a part of this mission with them! All is well.

Monday, September 21, 2009

The 2nd Butterfly Tribes Women's Healing Retreat

So we had an absolutely wonderful retreat last weekend on Conesus Lake. 16 incredible women gathered together for a weekend of relaxation, sisterhood and the sharing of sacred wisdom/healing medicine. For Ourselves. For Mother Earth. We worked together as a tribe, cooking, cleaning, creating, healing, praying, singing and meditation. Oh and lots of LAUGHING and TEARS. It was so much more than I could have ever hoped for. The spirit present within our home was magical. I was impressed by the strength, courage and honesty of these bright women. I was thrilled by the Great Spirit and animal totems who worked with us all. I loved the fire, drumming and the sacred chocolate. I am certain all souls experienced a far deeper healing than they ever could have hoped for. I watched harmony grow as unconditional love, light, and laughter seeped into dark stressed filled spaces causing release to bring balance to bodies, minds and spirits. We made medicine bags, painted our retreat banner, we wrote in journals, received individual shamanic healing on the table, enjoyed starlit relaxing hot tubbing. We took time-outs to share our hearts and listen as others shared theirs.
Caretakers...became the receiver's. By the time sacred circle ended on Sunday, I knew we did some mighty powerful work together. Our tribe emerged back into the world with brighter energies to continue serving others. Spirit tells me that our tribe will get bigger each year now. We sold out this one. Had to turn a few away. So next year we will have one in June and the other in September. We will grow, spread healing and positive medicine for the feminine Spirit through-out the world! Together We Are One.