So there is a line that is echoing in my head..."Baby we can do it take your time, do it right, we can do it baby" Oh no, not in the way you are thinking! All the songs that Spirit plays for me in my mind are intended with a Spiritual twist. I find that personal spirit messages come quickly for me in the words of music that I am listening to. For many years, I have felt pressure, rushed to do this work. Some have called it my passion, others an obsession...but we call it my mission. From the moment I awoke from a near death experience I hit the ground running. The spirit voices I heard before it were whispers compared to how loudly I can hear them now. There was a urgency, that at times was almost painful to "catch up" with my work on this planet. People who knew me before I "died" said I was completely different. Even my eyes were not the same. They used to be blue all the time but now they are constantly changing hazel eyes. I remember hearing words like: "walk in" used around me. But I never understood what those words meant. Years working with the hyper speed energy began to cause wear and tear on my physical body. I was given plenty of warning signs along the way. My spirit was saying " danger -danger" body is not being cared for. But "I" was far too busy to listen. Finally 2 years ago, my back just broke, they finally got my undivided attention causing me slow down a lot. I was reminded that "I" wasn't told I had to do it all by myself. I wasn't working alone, there were others here to help me. Learn how to delegate.
I can honestly say that 2009 was the 1st year I felt like someone was really working on me from the the inside out, to fine tune my body, mind and spirit. Preparing it/me for something...MORE.
Funny thing is: I am not rushed anymore, over stressed or feeling like I am being pulled in a thousand directions. I am calm and at such inner PEACE, feeling mostly centered and balanced. For the 1st time I am READY for these future changes. I know there is a higher mission. I know that I am alive today to be a messenger. I am a channel for those whom I serve from the Spirit World. And yes, I am eager, excited and very happy to be of service to those beings who wish to use me to do amazing things! The lesson: Once I really began to LISTEN deeper into my body instead of all the distractions outside of me it all fell into place. There is NO FEAR. I am ready...
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