Turning it up and Processing stuff.....

So the last month the Spirit World decided to "turn the volume up" even louder. After a natural disaster of any kind or any world event where there is massive loss of life, my clairaudience goes banana's. It gets so loud, I can't sleep. My own spirit rhythms and patterns are disrupted. I hear "spirits, radio & sound waves, people who are still hear calling out for them, often in other languages. And sometimes when it is at the peak or worst, I can hear injured people and animals calling out for help. After this initial wave of energy hits, then the "feeling zone" in my center is filled with the "fear & pain" of all those effected. I work minute by minute to release and let go of what isn't mine to bare. Very aware that "without" my greater connection with God, regularly releasing it all to our Creator I might break. It is God's Amazing Grace that gives me my strength.
I had an "out of body" experience a few weeks ago where I was with a young woman and I "woke up buried under stone. Not being able to move at all. She had light blond/brown hair: American I believe, she was so scared, too cold and she kept telling me it was so quiet. To quiet. I told her that she was going to be alright, I was with her now. I felt her thoughts of her family, her fear of the dark most and dying of course. So I wrapped her up in light, and began singing to her. The next day, I felt like I was still holding her, a part of her was somehow inside of me. Try as I might, my body could NOT get warm. Felt totally unable to forget our time under the rubble. After a few quiet hours of early AM prayers, meditation and returning emails....I suddenly noticed she was gone. No longer suffering. I felt her moving to the Spirit World with love & light. I have had this same type of experience for years now, holding children infected with HIV in Africa as they are passing into spirit. Soothing pain, singing songs to ease fears.
No, this is not one of my favorite parts of my "super powers" and something I struggle to live with. I sometimes wonder why this is part of my reality. But then I remember what one of the Shaman told me in the Peruvian jungle. I am 1 of 4 on the planet at this time. My job or mission is so "ease the suffering" in the world with the Creator's light energy which flows through my being. Besides my heart being jump started a few times in the past, he could see, and felt that I had been struck by lightening at one point. He was certain that is what makes my connection so strong. Over the years, going back over the physical memories of my NDE (near death experience) I have started to accept this as truth.
Another elder who has never been out of the jungle told me: he had seen and felt "me" years ago when his tribe lost his mother. All were standing by the edge of the Amazon, she was called to go home....so she walked into the water. A dolphin appeared were she went under. The whole tribe watched her jump and swim away from them. Very similar to my own dolphin experience many years ago. I felt our stories were far to similar to be a coincidence.
If you know me you have heard me say a thousand times or more: My gifts are a blessing or a curse depending on which day you ask! Lucky for me, most days are blessing. I love serving the Creator and the wonderful people I meet. More and more I realize that this isn't just a US thing, it is a International thing, not just an International thing but a Universal thing. The higher mission bridges all beings, all worlds together as ONE. I have no idea how this will happen. I only know that it is happening already. I am ready......